Recovery Update: THE DOT IS GONE! 👁️🎉
Well, I certainly wasn’t expecting this update when I woke up this morning.
I got up to head to dialysis, did my usual check of the left eye, and went looking for my little unwanted passenger — the mysterious “air bubble” that has been hanging around in my vision.
And it was SUPER, SUPER SMALL.
We’ve gone from something noticeable at the bottom of my vision, to roughly the size of a 1-cent euro coin yesterday, to something this morning that looked almost like a pinhole.
It was so tiny that it looked different, too.
Before, the dot had been translucent. I could sort of see through it. This morning, it was so small that it just looked dark.
And it was moving around a little.
There were also a few other floaters joining the party, because apparently my left eye needed one final going-away celebration.
Then I got to dialysis.
I looked for the dot again.
Nothing.
Looked around.
Nothing.
Moved my eye.
NOTHING.
THE DOT IS GONE!
GONE! 👁️🎉
After days of calling it a horizon indicator, vinaigrette, an eclipse, a euro coin, and whatever else I could come up with, the mysterious dot that my doctor thought might be an air bubble appears to have finally disappeared from my vision.
I am certainly not declaring the entire eye adventure finished. I still have healing to do, and after everything this eye has put me through, I'm not tempting fate by announcing that Left Eye Airlines has permanently landed.
But today?
I'll take the win.
Now, about that arm...
Yeah.
While the eye seems to have decided it wanted some positive attention today, my arm apparently looked at the assignment and said:
“Don't worry. I'll keep things disgusting.”
It is crusty.
It is dark.
It looks nasty.
And judging by the picture, it may actually be getting more impressive in the grossness department while it heals.
So today's scoreboard:
👁️ Eye: DOT GONE!
🫧 Bubble: Apparently departed.
👀 Floaters: Still making occasional appearances.
💪 Arm: Crusty as hell.
🩹 Recovery: Still moving forward.
There have been a lot of strange developments during this recovery, but watching that dot get smaller day after day and then finally disappear is one update I've been waiting to write.
Sometimes progress happens slowly.
And sometimes I get to dialysis and realize...
THE DOT IS GONE!
Recovery Update: The Mystery Dot Is on the Move
Another day, another episode of “What Is My Left Eye Doing Now?”
The good news is that there seems to be some movement — literally.
For the last several days, I’ve been talking about the translucent dot in my vision. At my one-week follow-up after the silicone oil removal, the doctor couldn’t actually see the dot I was describing. His thought was that it might be an air bubble.
When I looked straight ahead, it had been sitting near the very bottom of my field of vision.
Today, it has moved.
The dot — bubble, UFO, freeloading tenant, whatever it ultimately turns out to be — has risen a little farther into the bottom portion of my view.
And it’s getting smaller.
At this point, I’d estimate it’s about the size of a 1-cent euro coin in my field of vision.
So apparently my eye has its own European currency now. 🇪🇺🪙👁️
I’m taking the fact that it’s getting smaller as something worth watching. I’m certainly not declaring victory, especially after the doctor told me there’s a possibility I may need injections because of the blood vessels in the back of my eye.
For now, though, I can report:
Mystery dot: smaller.
Mystery dot: moving.
Eye: still red.
Me: still watching everything like a hawk.
Meanwhile, the arm continues doing its impression of something discovered during an archaeological excavation.
It’s crustier, darker, and still looks considerably more dramatic than it feels. Every day it seems to find a new way to look disgusting while apparently continuing to heal.
Between the eye and the arm, my body seems determined to make sure I never run out of material for these updates.
Tomorrow?
Who knows.
Maybe the bubble will shrink again.
Maybe my arm will finally stop auditioning for a zombie movie.
At this point, progress doesn't necessarily have to look pretty. It just needs to keep moving in the right direction.